SEX STORY

“Jo inshaan niche girta hai ushi ki upar uthne ki bhi sambhaavna hoti hai. Newton ka third law bhi to yahi kahta hai ki ‘To every action there is always an equal and opposite reaction’. Har koyi upar nahi uth pata ye alag baat hai par ish sambhaavna se inkaar nahi kiya ja sakta”—

Jatin Gautam (the author)


Choti si bhool ke jariye hum ishi sambhaavna ki talaash karne ki koshish karenge


CHOTI SI BHOOL


Jeendagi bhi hamaare saath kayin baar ajeeb khel khelti hai. mere saath jeendagi ne ek ghinona majaak kiya hai. par dukh hai to bas ish baat ka ki kahin na kahin ish sab ke liye main khud zeemedaar hun. ye sab meri ek choti si bhool ka natiza hai.


Maine socha bhi nahi tha ki meri ek choti si bhool meri zeendagi mein ek toofaan ley aayegi. Ye 20 april 2008 ki baat hai.

Main karib 2 baje kitchen mein khaana bana rahi thi. Garmi bahut thi ishliye mai thodi thandi hava lene ke liye khidki par aa gayi. 

Baahar se thandi hava ka jhonka mujhe taro taaja kar gaya. Tabhi mujhe khayaal aaya ki sanjay(mere pati) aaney wale hain aur main vaapis gas ki taraf mud gayi. 

Sanjay se meri shaadi 2003 mein huyi thi aur unhone mujhe duniya ka har sukh diya tha. Sanjay ek doctor hai aur unka apna ek clinic hai. Hamaara 5 sal ka beta bhi hai jisko hum chintoo kah kar pukaarte hai. 

khair main ush din phir se thandi hava lene ke liye khidki ki taraf gayi to baahar dekh kar hairaan rah gayi. 

Hamaari khidki ke bilkul samne ek 18 ya 19 saal ka ladka khada tha. Ish se pahle ki main mud paati ush ladke ne mujhe ghoor kar dekha aur main foran vaha se hat gai. Mera dil dhak dhak karne laga, main thoda dar gayi thi. par kyonki mujhe lunch taiyar karna tha ishliye main sab bhul kar apne kaam mein lag gai, kyonki sanjay kishi bhi vakt khaana khane aa sakte the. 

Tabhi door bell baji aur maine darvaaja khola to paya ki saamne sanjay khade the. unhone ander aa kar jhat se mujhe bahon me bhar liya aur kaha ki aaj shaam hum shaadi mein jaa rahe hain. Phir hum teeno ne khaana khaaya. main khidki wali baat bilkul bhul chuki thi.



Sanjay vaapis clinic chale gaye aur main chintoo ko sula kar nahane chali gayi. Shaam ko hum shaadi mein gaye aur hamne khub enjoy kiya. 

Aate huve sanjay ne kaha, “ritu tum kal mere liye lunch mat banana kyonki main kal ek crucial surgery karne wala hun. 

Maine kaha, “theek hai”

Agle din main roj ki tarah lunch bana rahi thi. Main thandi hava lene ko khidki ke paas gayi aur apne paseene ponchane lagi. Tabhi na jaane kaha se vaha ek ladka aa gaya aur toilet karne laga. main vaha se foran hat gayi. Maine kuch nahi dekha. 

Tabhi mujhe khayaal aaya ki arey ye to vahi kal vala ladka hai, ishne kya yaha toilet bana liya hai. Par hamare ghar ke pheehe thoda shunsan tha aur peechli taraf koyi ghar nahi tha, tabhi shaayad log vaha toilet karne lage the, par maine ab tak kishi aur ko nahi dekha tha . 

Hamaari kitchen ghar ke pheechli taraf hone ki vajah se ye samasya aan khadi huyi thi. Khair maine socha ki aage se main dhyan rakhungi aur kam se kam khidki ki taraf jaaungi. 

Agle din sanjay ko lunch par aana tha ishliye main kuch jyada mehnet kar rahi thi. Garmi se pareshan ho kar main khidki ki taraf gayi to chain mila ki baahar koyi nahi hai aur main thandi hava ka aanand lene lagi. 

par achaanak vahi ladka na jaane kaha se aa gaya aur jhat se apni zip khol kar khada ho gaya. ye sab itni jaldi huva ki na chaahte huve bhi mujhe sab kuch deekh gaya.Main jhat se vaha se hat gayi aur bhaag kar apne bedroom mein aa gayi.

par na chaahte huve bhi meri aankho mein khidki ke baahar ka nazaara ghum raha tha. pata nahi kya baat thi ush ladke mein ki rah rah kar vo meri nazro mein ghum raha tha. 


Maine paseene ponch kar pani piya hi tha ki achanak pressure cooker ki siti baj uthi aur main hosh me aayi ki sanjay aane wale hain. Main kitchen me vaapis aakar apne kaam men lag gayi. Sanjay 3 baje aaye aur 4 baje khaana kha kar chale gaye. Main chintoo ko sula kar shone ke liye bedroom mein late gayi. 


Par mujhe neend nahi aayi. Main soch rahi thi ki aakhir ye ladka kaun hai aur aksar yaha kyon aata hai, ye koyi itefaak hai ya fir vo ye jaanbujh kar, kar raha hai. 

Maine faisla kiya ki main raat ko sanjay se baat karungi. Par raat ko main ish baare mein baat na kar saki kyonki sanjay sex ke mood me the aur hum sambhog karke sho gaye. 

Khair agle din mujhe chintoo ke school jaana tha ishliye main sanjay ke jaane ke baad koyi 11 baje school ke liye nikli. School mein chintoo ki madam ne bataaya ki chintoo math me kamjor hai ishliye ish par dhyan dijiye. School ke baad main market gayi aur kuch kharidari ki. 2 kab baj gaye pata hi nahi chala. 

Vaapis aate huve maine riksha ley liya aur ghar ki taraf chal di. Rikse wale ne short cut ke liye hamaare ghar ke peeche wali gali se riksha mod liya. Maine jo dekha vo dekh kar main seham gayi. 

Vahi ladka aaj phir hamaare ghar ke peeche khada tha aur hamaari kitchen ki khidki ki taraf dekh raha tha. Vah ek cycle liye tha. Mujhe rikse par dekhte hi vo cycle khadi kar sidha khada huva aur ek haath se apni pant ke upar se hi apna ling sahlaane laga. Uske chehre par ajeeb si muskuraahat thi, jishe dekh kar mera rom-rom kaamp gaya. Vah meri taraf ek tak dekhta raha. Maine apni najre jhuka li aur dheere dheere riksa vaha se aage nikal gaya. Maine ghar pahunch kar riksa wale ko jhat se paise diye aur sidhi ghar ke ander chali gayi. 

Main samajh chuki thi ki ye ladka ye sab jaanbujh kar hi kar raha hai. Maine ghar mein ghuste hi 100 no par phone lagaya par line busy hone ke kaaran phone nahi mila. Maine paani piya aur shocha ki aakhir ye ladka chaahta kya hai. Maine socha ki khidki se mera ye kya bigaad lega aur main kitchen ki khidki mein aa gayi. 

Vah khidki ke samne hi khada tha. Dur-dur tak koyi nahi tha. Ish se pahle ki main kuch bol paati usne apni zip kholi aur apne ling ko hava mein jhula diya. Main ushki himmat par dang rah gayi. 

Maine jor se aawaaj laga kar kaha, hey yaha se dafa ho jao, maine police ko phone kar diya hai, agar tum nahi gaye to tumhari khair nahi. 

Ushne jhat se apni zip band ki aur vaha se chala gaya. 

Maine chain ki saans li. Mai khus thi ki ye bala tal gai. Par main roj 2 baje ke aas pas khidki se jhank kar dekhti ki kahi vah phir se to nahi aa gaya.

Aksar aisa hota hai ki jeendagi ki buri ghatna ya buri baate baar baar hamaare man ko ghere rahti hain. Mere saath bhi kuch aisa hi ho raha tha. na chaahte huve bhi baar baar meri aankho ke saamne ush ladke ka chehra ghum jaata tha. vo deekhne mein smart tha aur bhola bhala lagta tha lekin ushki harkate ajeeb thi. mujhe ushke prati ek ajeeb sa kheenchaav mahsush ho raha tha. aisa kheenchaav maine apni jeendagi mein kishi ke bhi prati mahsush nahi kiya tha. 


Main roj khidki se dekhti, par kayin dino tak vaha koyi nahi dikha. 

Ek din roj ki tarah maine baahar dekha to vahi ladka khada tha. Pehle main ghabra gayi, par phir ushe dubara dekh kar, khusi bhi huyi. 

Vah chup-chap khada huva khaamosi se mujhe ghurta raha, main bhi ushe dekhti rahi. Na jane mujhe kya ho gaya tha karib 2 minut tak hum apni- apni jagah khade huve ek dusre ko dekhte rahe. yahi meri choti si bhool thi, kyonki main jaane anjaane ushe ek moka de rahi thi. mujhe ush vakt nahi pata tha ki main kish aag se khel rahi hun.

Phir vo achaanak khidki ke aur pas aa gaya aur bola ki police to nahi bulaaogi ? 

meri gardan jhat se na ke ishaare mein hil gai. 

Phir vo bola “ lund dekhogi” Agar haan karogi to hi baahar nikaalunga. 

Main ajeeb si kasamkash mein pad gayi, aur kuch bhi bol paane ki haalat mein nahi thi. Usne meri aankho me dekha aur kaha, arey sharmaati hai tu to, apne pati ka nahi dekhti kya. 

ye kah kar vo dheere se apni zip kholne laga. 

Main sharam se laal ho gayi, aur mera dil jor-jor se dhadakne laga. main vaha se hat jaana chaahti thi, par pata nahi mujhe kya huva tha ki main vahi khidki mein hi khadi rahi.

phir maine himmat kar ke kaha, mere pati aane wale hain, tum yaha se chale jao. 

vo bola, arey chup kar mujhe sab pata hai 3 baje se pahle nahi ayega vo. Chal ab bol, meri chain khuli hai, lund baahar nikalun kya. 

Mai sharam se mari ja rahi thi. Mujhe yakin hi nahi ho raha tha ki ye sab mere sath ho raha hai. Ushne apna haath apni pant mein dala aur apne ling ko bahar nikal liya. 

Mai na chaahte huve bhi hairaani se ek taktaki laga kar uske lambe kale ling ko dekhne lagi. Maine pahli bar itne gor se ushe dekha tha, ab tak to sirf jhalak hi dekhi thi. 

Vo apne ling ko haath mein pakad kar hila raha tha. Ushne pucha kaisa laga mera loda ? 

Mai kuch nahi boli, aur sharam se apni najre jhuka li. 

Vo bola, tujhe pata hai teri figure kitni mast hai, maine aksar tujhe shaam ko market mein tere pati ke saath dekha hai. 


Mai hairani se sab shun rahi thi. 

Ushne aage kaha, tu jab chalti hai to teri gaand kya chalakti hai, sach tujhe matak matak kar chalte dekh kar, mera lund khada ho jaata hai aur man karta hai teri gaand ko dono haato se pakad kar, lund ghusa dun aur teri khub gaand maru. 

Mai sharam se pani pani ho gayi, pehli baar kishi ne mere baare me aisi gandi baat kahi thi. Mai aakhir kyon ye bakwas shun rahi thi pata nahi, par mere sharir me ek ajeeb si halchal ho rahi thi ye sab shun aur dekh kar. 


Vo aage bola teri chuchiya to ish sahar me sabse badi hai, shaayad hi kisi ki itni rasili chuchiya hongi, please ek baar dikha na. 

maine ushe gardan hila kar saaf mana kar diya, ki mai aisa kuch nahi karungi. 


Thoda maayus sa hokar vo bola, ek baat bata, tere pati ka bhi itna bada hai kya ? 

Aur meri gardan apne aap na ke ishare me hil gayi. Tabhi mujhe kuch jalne ki badbu aayi mujhe khyaal aaya ohh meri sabji jal gayi aur mai jaldi se gas ki taraf bhagi, par nuksan ho chuka tha. Mai gas band kar ke vaapas khidki par aa gayi. 


vo bola kya huva, mujhe jaane kya sujha maine kaha, tum yaha se chale jao aur dubara yaha mat aana. Yeh kah kar mujhe ajib sha sakun mila. Mujhe ahsaas ho raha tha ki jo kuch bhi ho raha hai galat hai. 


Mai phir apne kaam me lag gayi, kyonki 3 bajne wale the, aur sanjay kishi bhi vakt aa sakte the, maine apna pura dhyan khana banane me laga diya. Maine koi 10 minut bad khidki se baahar dekha to vaha koyi nahi tha. Maine man hi man chain ki saans li. Par ush ladke ka kaha ek ek bol mere kaano mein gunj raha tha. Maine socha ki kya mai sach me itni sexy hu ki ye ladka mujh par phida ho gaya hai. 


Ush din sanjay ke jaane ke baad, maine khud ko sheeshe mein gor se dekha . maine apni figure par najar dodayi. Maine ghum kar apne nitambo ko bhi dekha aur paya ki mai vakai me sundar hu. Pahli baar maine khud ko aise nazariye she dekha tha. Par achaanak mera apne parivaar par dhyaan gaya aur mujhe hosh aaya, ki mai ye kya kar rahi hun aur maine kapde pehne aur sho gayi. 


Agle din maine faisla kiya ki mai khidki se baahar nahi jhankungi. Par man mein bar-bar ush ladke ke khyaal aa rahe the. Uska kaha ek ek bol mere man me mano bas gaya tha.

ushka ling to maano ek movie ki tarah mere dimaag mein ghum raha tha. Mai kab 2 bajne ka intejaar karne lagi pata hi nahi chala. 

Maine thik 2 baje baahar dekha par baahar koyi nahi tha. Mai baar-baar aa kar dekhti rahi par koyi nahi dikha. 3 baj gaye aur mere pati ghar aa gaye. mai khana serve karne lagi. Sanjay ne khaana khaaya aur karib 3:30 baje vaapas chale gaye. 

Mai bartan rakhne kitchen me aayi to dekha ki vah baahar khada tha. Mai jhat se khidki par aa gayi. Vo bhi jaldi se khidki ke paas aa gaya.

Ushne kaha, aaj meri cycle puncture ho gayi thi, ishliye 2 baje nahi aa paya. Maine kuch nahi kaha par mere sharir me ushe dekh kar ajeeb si halchal ho rahi thi. 


Vo bola, pata hai kal maine ek ladki ki chut maari, bahut maja aaya, par ushki maarte huve mujhe tera hi khyaal aa raha tha, ma kasam kya body hai teri, mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki mai teri hi chut maar raha hun. 

Maine sharam se apni najre jhuka li. Maine socha aakhir ye ladka aisi gandi baate kyo karta hai par ye sach tha ki ye sab shun kar meri yoni gili ho gayi thi. Pehli baar maine aisi baate suni thi. 


Ushne pucha, tera naam kya hai ? 

na jaane kyo maine kaha, ritu, ritu gupta. 

Maine pucha, tumhara kya naam hai. 

Ushne jawab diya ‘billu’ aur gidgidaate huve bola, please ek baar apni chuchi dikha do, mai bhi to tumhe apna lund dikhata hu. 


Par mujh mein itni himmat nahi thi ki sanjay ke alaawa, kisi aur ko apne private parts dikha sakun aur mai khamosh khadi rahi. 

Vo samajh gaya ki mai ushe apne ubhar nahi dheekhaungi. 

Vo bola theek hai, mai late ho raha hun, mujhe kaam par jaana hai. 


Maine pucha kaam par, kya tum padhte nahi ho ?. 

ushne kaha, nahi mai electric shop par electrician hun, kabhi tumhare yaha bijli ki samashya ho to bataana. 

Ye kah kar vo chala gaya aur mai bhi apne bedroom mein aakar late gayi. 

Shaam ko sanjay ke aane ke baad mai beauty parlor chali gayi. Vaha thoda time lag gaya aur 8 baj gaye. Mai baahar aakar rikshe ka intejaar karne lagi. Achaanak ek riksha mere saamne aakar ruka. Par mai riksha vale ko dekh kar seham gayi. 

Vo billu tha. Maine pucha, tumne jhut kaha tha ki tum electrician ho. 

Vo bola, nahi, vo sach tha, mera vo kaam thoda manda hai ishliye kabhi-kabhi ye kiraye ka riksha bhi chala leta hun. 

maine kuch nahi kaha aur hairaani se vaha khadi rahi.


Vo bola, chalo baith jao mai tumhe ghar par utaar dunga. 

Mai ushe achaanak dekh kar seham gayi thi ishliye samajh nahi pa rahi thi ki kya karun. 

phir maine socha ghar to jaana hi hai, mai late bhi ho rahi thi, aur mai darte darte uske rikshe mein baith hi gayi.

Mai rikshe mai baith gayi aur usne riksha chala diya. 


thodi der chalne ke baad Vo bola, maine tujhe shaam ko beauty parlor me jaate huve dekh liya tha. 


Maine pucha, tum kya, mera har vakt picha karte ho. 

Ushne jawaab diya, arey nahi mai yahin riksha stand par khada tha, shaayad tumne dhyaan nahi diya. 

maine kaha, theek hai, riksha jara tej chalaao, mein late ho rahi hun.


Vo bola, aaj mausam kitna mast hai na. 

Maine pucha kyon. 

Vo bola, arey upar dekho baadal chaaye huve hai. Tujhe bhi aisa mausam achha lagta hoga na. 


mai samajh gayi ki ye kya sun-na chahta hai aur mai chup rahi aur kuch nahi boli. 

thodi der baad Maine kaha, mujhe ghar jaldi jaana hai, please thoda tej-tej chalao. 

Ushne jaise kuch nahi suna, aur bola, mera to man aise mausam me tere jaisi mast item ki chut maarne ka karta hai. 

mai ye shun kar dang rah gayi aur kuch nahi boli. mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki ushke rikshe mein baith kar meine jeendagi ki sabse badi bhul kar li hai

Ushne mujhe peeche mud kar dekha aur mujhe aankh maarte huve bola, kya karu tu cheej hi aisi hai. 


maine bina kuch kahe apni najre jukha li, aur mai kar bhi kya sakti thi. 

Maine ushe phir yaad dilaya , billu riksha tej chalao mujhe jaldi ghar jana hai. 


Par vo dheere-dheere riksha chalaata raha, maano ushe kuch shuna hi na ho. 


Vo bola, ek sharat lagaati ho, 


maine na jaane kyo dheere se pucha, kya, 

vo bola, aaj ki raat, tera pati teri jaroor lega, aise mausam mein kaun teri chut nahi maarega.


Mai kuch bhi bolne ki haalat mein nahi thi. Mujhe lag raha tha ki ye ladka kuch jyada hi bol raha hai aur saari sheemaye laangh raha hai. Par mai kar bhi kya sakti thi, kahi na kahi meri vajah se hi uski itni himmat badhi thi. Mujhe shaayad kitchen ki khidki band kar deni chahiye thi. 


Vo phir piche mud kar bola, hey mujhpe taras kha, aaj mujhe bhi de, de, dekh na ish mausam mein tere kaaran mera lund khada ho gaya hai.


Mai kuch nahi boli aur chupchap ushki bakwaas shunti rahi. par Mere sharir ke rom-rom mein ek ajib shi halchal ho rahi thi. 

Vo phir peeche muda aur bola, bata chalti hai kya, mere saath, mere ghar me koyi nahi hai. 


Maine ish baar ushe saaf-saaf bol diya ki mujhe jaldi ghar jaana hai, tum riksha tej kyon nahi chalaate. 

Ye shunte hi ushne rikshe ki speed badha di. Thodi der vo chup raha. Mai bhi khamosh baithi rahi.

Achanak vah phir piche muda aur mujhe ghur kar dekha, aur dheere se bola, lagta hai meri saari mehnat bekar gai. Maine vo shun liya, par koi reaction nahi kiya. Mai man hi man soch rahi thi ki, bechare ki, kya halat ho rahi hai . Par ishme, meri to koi, galati nahi thi. Yehi to, mere piche hath dho kar pada tha. Maine to ishe, apni khidki par, aane ko, nahi kaha tha. Ushe bade-bade khwab dekhne se pehle, ek baar, sochna chahiye tha. 





Mai kisi bhi halat me apni sheemaye nahi langh sakti thi.Akhir mera ek hansta, khelta parivar tha. Mai ye sab, soch hi rahi thi ki, riksha achanak ruk gaya. Maine pucha kya huva. Vo bola rikshe ki chain utar gayi hai. Aur vo chain chadhane ke liye, rikshe se niche utra aur rikshe ke piche aa gaya. Chain chadha kar vo bola, mai thoda pesab kar leta hu, aur samne ki jhadiyo me chala gaya. 




Mai chup-chap baithi rahi. Mai soch rahi thi ki, bada hi sharareti ladka hai ye, pata nahi ab kya, karne wala hai. Maine samne ki jhadiyo me dekha to, dung rah gayi. Usne apna ling baher nikal rakha tha aur meri taraf, hila raha tha. Maine foran najre pher li. Koi bhi, ye najara dekh sakta tha. Mujhe ush par, gusha aa gaya.



Vo thodi der baad aaya aur bola, kaisa laga un jhadiyo me, mere lund ka najara. Maine ushe dantete huve kaha, tum pagal ho gaye ho kya? koi dekh leta to. Kam se kam, apni nahi to, meri ijjat ki to parvah karo. Vo thoda sakpaka gaya aur bola ‘oh sorry mujhe maf kar do’ mujhe ish baat ka bilkul dhyan nahi raha. Vo rikshe par chadha aur riksha chelane laga. 



Kuch der tak vo chupchap riksha chalata raha.phir achank, phiche muda, aur bola, sabse jyada, tumhari galti hai. Maine gusse me pucha vo kaise. Vo bola, tum itni sundar jo ho, aur upar se, ye mausam, meri to bas jaan jane ko hai, please ek baar de do na. Mere muh se achanak nikal gaya kya ? aur mai man hi man me bahut pechtai ki, ye maine kya puch liya, mai to janti hi thi ki, ishe kya chahiye. Vo jhat se piche muda aur maine apni najre jhuka li, mai samajh gai thi ki, maine ishe gandi baate karne ka, moka de diya hai. Vo bola haye-haye kya sharmati hai tu, sunogi nahi ki, ek baar kya de do. Maine sharam se, na me gardan hila di. Vo bola, haye re teri ishi ada pe to mai mar mita hu, sach me teri chut lene ka maja hi kuch aur hoga. Mai kasam khata hu, mai kisi aur ki nahi marunga, bas ek baar tu mujhe apni de, de. 



Mai sharam se lal ho gayi, ye soch kar ki, mai ye sab kya sun rahi thi. Achanak mera dhyan rikshe ke piche gaya, aur maine dekha ki, ek cycle wala hamare rikshe ke bilkul piche hai. Usne shayad sab sun liya tha. Jaise hi mai piche mudi meri ush se najre takrai, aur usne mujhe ankh maar di. Maine foran gardan mod li. 

Vo bahut hi badsurat sa, kale rang ka, koi 34-35 saal ka aadmi tha. Mai ghabra gayi ki ab kya hoga. Vo rikshe ke bilkul sath-sath chalne laga aur mujhe ghurne laga.


Maine uski taraf bikul nahi dekha aur najre jhuka kar baithi rahi. vo bola, arey vah bhai, kya maal pataya hai chokre tune. Mai chup chap sunti rahi. vah meri taraf dekhte huve bola, mujhe bhi de de. Maine uski baat par dhyan nahi diya, par vo, phir bola, aaja ishi sadak par mera ghar hai, mere sath chal tujhe khus kar dunga, teri ache se lunga.Maine gusse me uski taraf dekha to, mujhe apni najre jhukani padi. 

Vah sare aam, meri taraf dekh kar, cycle chalate huve, ek hath se, apna ling masal raha tha. Mai soch rahi thi ki dekho kaisi halat ho gayi hai meri, aise badsurat aadmi se mujhe, aisi gandi-gandi baate, sun-ni pad rahi hai. Par mai kar bhi kya sakti thi.

billu ne gusse me ushe bola, hey chal apna rasta pakad. Vo bola kyo sale, ye teri biwi hai kya. Aur billu foran bola ‘ha meri biwi hai’ chal nikal yaha se. mai chup chap sab sunti rahi. mai billu ki bahaduri par khus thi. Par usne mujhe apni biwi kyo kaha ? mujhe ye sab acha nahi lag raha tha.

Vo admi vaha se nahi hata, aur rikshe ke sath-sath chalta raha. Kitna ghinona, chehra tha uska. Ushe dekh kar hi, ulti aane ko ho rahi thi, aur aisa aadmi mere baare me aisi gandi baate kar raha tha, sab kuch bardast ke bahar tha. Ush aadmi ki himmat badhti hi ja rahi thi, vo meri taraf gande gande ishare karne laga.




Billu ne riksha rok liya, aur ush admi ko kaha, abe kya hai, yaha se jata hai ki nahi. Tabhi sadak par do char aur vahan dikhe aur vo aadmi sayad samajh gaya ki ab yaha rukna thic nahi aur sidha aage badh gaya.Par jate huve, usne piche mud kar, mujhe dekha aur maine apni gardan ghuma li, mai uske ghinone chehre ko nahi dekhna chahti thi.



Maine man hi man chain ki saans li ki chalo ye bala tal gai. Maine billu ko kaha, dekho tumne meri kitni, bejati kara di. Aaj tak kisi ne, mujhe aisi bate nahi boli thi, aur na hi kisi ne mujhe aisi najar se dekha tha. Maine billu ko kaha ki tum please riksa kisi dusre raste se le chalo, mai ush aadmi ko, dubara nahi dekhna chahti. Mujhe dar tha ki, kahi vo, dubara raste me mil jaye. 





Aur billu ne chupchap riksha ghuma liya. Vo bola, madam shant ho jao, maine ushe bhagaya na. Maine kaha par tumhe aisi baate karne ki jarurat kya hai. 

Vo meri taraf muda aur bola kya aapko meri baate achi nahi lagti ? aur mai chup ho gai, mere paas uske sawal ka koi jawab nahi tha. Mai soch me pad gayi ki kya vo, meri merji ke bina ye, baate kar sakta tha. Jawab mai janti thi. Kahi na kahi, meri galti se hi, ye sab, mere sath ho raha tha. Mujhe kya pata tha ki ,meri choti si bhool, bahut badi bhul, ban jayegi. 


Khair thodi der me, mai shant ho gayi, aur socha mujhe ush aadmi se kya lena dena, aur chup chap mausam ka maja lene lagi. maine upar sar utha kar dekha, to ghane badal chaye the. Aisa lagta tha ki, kisi bhi vakt barish ho sakti hai. 



Usne mujhe badlo ko ghurte huve dekh liya aur jhat se bola, sach bata, kya aise mausam me, tera man, kisi ko apni… dene ko nahi karta?. Mai jhat se boli, kisi ko kya matlab, mai shadi, shuda hu. Mujhe sayad chup rahna chahiye tha. Ushe mano, ek moka aur mil gaya, gandi baate karne ka, aur bola, acha to tera man sirf, apne pati ko dene ka karta hai. Ish baar mai chup rahi. 


vo aage bola, arey bhai ish billu ka, kya hoga, jo din raat teri lene ke sapne dekhta rahta hai. Maine ab kuch bhi bolna sahi nahi samjha. Uski baate aur jyada gandi hoti ja rahi thi par mai khud par hairan thi, kyonki uski baate sun sun kar meri yoni tarbatar ho gayi thi. 


Tabhi billu ne piche mud kar dekha, aur bola ki abhi kuch mat bolna, koi piche se cycle par a raha hai, maine pucha, hi ram, kahi vahi aadmi to nahi. billu bola, kaisi baat karti hai, ushe to maine bhaga diya na, ab vo nahi ayega. Mai vakai me billu se khush thi ki usne ush ghinoni surat vale aadmi ko bhaga diya tha. Aur mujhe ye bhi acha laga ki ab vo rikshe ke piche dhyan rakh raha tha.




Thodi dur ja kar, ek ice-cream wale ke samne, usne riksha rok diya. Mai boli, ye kya kar rahe ho, mai late ho rahi hu, aur mausam bhi khrab hai. Usne do ice-cream li aur ek mujhe pakda di. Vo bola ice-cream khao aur man ko thanda karo. Vo riksha chalate-chalate ice-cream khane laga. Mai man hi man soch rahi thi ki, bechara kitni koshish kar raha hai mujhe, patane ki. Mujhe ush par daya aa rahi thi ki, ushe mujh se kuch nahi milega. Ye meri majboori thi. 


Achanak mujhe khyal aya ki mai late ho rahi hu. jab mai ghar se chali thi, to sanjay shone ja rahe the. Pichli raat, unhone puri raat clinic me operate karte huve bitayi thi. ishliye vo shayad hi uthey honge. Par chintoo to mausi ko pareshan kar raha hoga (mai chintoo ko padosh me apni ek mausi ke yaha chod aayi thi). maine billu ko kaha, riksha thoda tej chalao, mujhe ghar ja kar khana banana hai. 



Ye sunte hi, usne riksha ek dhabe ke bahar rok diya. vo bola mai ek minut me aaya. Usne kuch khana pack karaya aur mijhe thama diya, aur bola ye lo khane ki chinta khatam,Ye yaha ka sabse acha dhaba hai. Maine pucha, ye sab kyo kar rahe ho, ghar to mujhe jana hi hai. Usne kaha, ghar to mai tujhe le ja hi raha hu, ye khana ishliye hai ki tu tej-tej chalne ki baat na kare, akhir pehli baar tere se mulakat hui hai, aur vo bhi aise mausam me. Khidki se dekne me aur aise tere sath rikshe me farak hai, mai aj bahut khus hu. 



Mai sochne lagi ki, bechara kitna tadap raha hai mere liye. Billu piche muda aur meri najro me jhank kar bola, sach bata, tujhe kaisa laga tha, jab maine ush aadmi ko kaha tha ki ‘ha meri biwi hai’. Maine pucha kaha kya matlab ? Vo bola, matlab ki mujhe to, bahut acha laga, ye bol kar ki, tu meri biwi hai, tere jaisi biwi ho to mai din raat ghar par hi rahu, aur din raat teri leta rahu. Usne phir se mujhe sharmane par majbur kar diya aur maine bina kuch kahe najre jhuka li. 




Vo bola, bata na, tujhe kaisa lagta, agar mai tere pati hota to, kya tu roj raat ko, mera bada lund jhel pati. Vo aise, sawal puch raha tha, jinke ki, koi bhi bhale ghar ki aurat, jawab nahi de sakti thi. mai ek aise parivar me pali, badhi thi jaha par aurat ko bahut maryadao ka path padhaya jata hai. Aur mai, apni maryadao ka, aadar bhi karti hu. Maine aisi baate, na suni thi, aur na hi kisi se kahi thi. Ishliye, mere paas, uske kisi sawal ka, jawab nahi tha. Ush bechare ko, kya pata tha ki, vo ek haari hui, baaji khel raha hai. 




Mai kisi bhi halat me, apne asulo ko, nahi bhula sakti thi. aur mera sabse bada asul tha, apne parivar ke prati imandaari. Aap log bhi ye sab dekh hi rahe honge ki kis tarah burai, ham par hawi hone ki kosis karti hai aur kish tarah hamari paramparye, aur hamari maryadaye, hame bachate hai. Khair mujhe khud par, viswas tha ki, mai khud ki maryadao ka palan karti rahungi. 



Par mai soch rahi thi ki ish shararti ladke ka kya karu. Ye to har haal me meri……… par aatur hai. Achanak aasman me, bijli kondhi aur mai dar gai. Maine billu ko kaha, billu ab to jaldi karo, tufan aane ko hai. Vo piche muda aur bola ish se bada tufan to aa hi chuka hai, ish se kyo darti ho.


Mai sochne lagi ki, vakai me billu sach bol raha tha. Uska to pata nahi, par meri jindagi jarur ek tufan me fans gai thi. aur ye tufan mere rom-rom me mujhe mehsus ho raha tha. Mai jaanti thi ki, mai billu ko, kuch nahi dungi, par na jane kyo meri yoni ras ki nadiya baha rahi thi. Aisa mere sath, kyo ho raha tha, pata nahi. Maine andaja lagaya ki shayad pehli baar itni erotic baate shun kar aisa ho gaya hai. Billu piche muda aur meri ankho me dekha. Mujhe, uski ankho me, dekh kar aisa laga, mano vo kah raho ho ki, mai har hal me teri……rahunga. Par shayad, ushne bhi meri ankho me, dekh liya hoga ki, mai kishi bhi halat me ushe apni nahi dungi.

Mausam kharab, hota ja raha tha, aur mai ab ghabrane lagi thi. Mujhe ab, billu se dar lag raha tha.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kahi ye koi chalaki to nahi kar raha. Maine ushe aawaj lagai aur boli ki, tum jo mujh se chahte ho vo mai tumhe nahi de sakti, tum bekar me apna vakt barbaad kar rahe ho.

Vo piche muda, aur bola ki tere upar to mai, vakt kya, apna sab kuch barbaad kar sakta hu. Mai soch me pad gai ki, aakhir ye kya mushibat hai. 

Samne se, ek khali risha aata huva dikhayi diya to, maine socha, acha moka hai, ish billu ke changul se, nikalne ka, aur maine ushe aawaj lagai, bhaiya jara rukna. Maine billu ko kaha ki tum mujhe yahi chod do, mai ab aur tumhare sath nahi chal sakti.

Ushne riksha nahi roka aur chalta raha. Maine gusse me kaha billu rok riksha mujhe utarna hai. Aur ushne riksha rok diya. dusre riksha wala hamare rikse ke paas aaya, aur bola ki madam koi pareshani hai kya. Billu bola hey, chal tu apna kam kar, yaha koi pareshani nahi hai. 

Mai rikse se utarne lagi to billu bola, ritu ji please ruk jao, mai ab koi galti nahi karunga. Mai apko abhi teji se ghar pahuncha dunga. Ye sun kar, maine apne kadam rok liye. mai hairan thi ki, usne pahli baar, shabhya bhasa ka ishtemaal kiye tha. 

Mai vapas rikse me baith gayi, aur usne riksa aage badha diya.

hava ki teji badhti ja rahi thi, aur ab charo taraf ghan-ghor andhera cha gaya tha. Kuch der tak, sab thic raha, aur vo, chupchap, riksa chalata raha. 

Par, achanak usne aisi harkat ki, jishe dekh kar mai phir ghabra gayi. Usne teji se riksa ek sunsaan gali me mod diya. mai pareshan ho gai. Charo taraf tanhai thi. shayad mausam ke karan log gharo me baithe the. Mere deemag me chintao ke badal chaa gaye. Mujhe tarah tarah ke bure kheyal aane lage. 
Aise me, na jaane kaha se, mujhe achanak, mere college ke dino ki ek khaufnak ghatna yaad aa gayi. Ush din bhi mai aise hi dar gai thi.

Exam ke dino ka vakt tha. Mai college ki, library me exam ke liye, kuch notes bana rahi thi. padhte, padhte, sham ho gayi, aur maine dekha ki, library me sirf mai hi padh rahi hu.

Mujhe laga, mujhe ab chalna chahiye. Maine apna beg uthaya, aur bahar aa gayi. Mujhe achanak pani ki pyas lagi. Maine din bhar se, pani nahi piya tha. Par pani ka cooler, jaha mai khadi thi, uske upar vale floor par tha. Mai pani, pine ke liye upar aa gayi. 

Vaha gilaas nahi tha, ishliye mai jhuk kar hath se pani pine lagi. Achanak, mujhe apne nitambo par halka sa dabav mahsus huva, aur maine ushi position me, piche mud kar, dekha. Maine jo dekha, ushe dekh kar, mere hosh ud gaye.

Hamare collega ka peon, Ashok, mere piche khada tha, aur usne apne shari ka vo hisha, jaha aadmi ka ling hota hai, mere nitambo se sata rakha tha. koi agar, dur se dekhta, to ushe aisa lagta ki, vo mere sath ish position me kuch kar raha hai.
Mai pani, peena bhul kar foran sidhi khadi ho gayi. Par vo badi besharmi se vahi khada raha.

Maine dekha ki uski pant me uska ling tana huva tha. Maine gusse me pucha ki ye kya bad-tamiji hai. Vo bola, maidam kuch nahi, mai to yaha pani peene aaya tha, aap pani pee, rahi thi, ishliye mai apke piche, line me khada ho gaya.


Ashok deekhne me, bahut hi badsurat tha, uski naak bahut ghinoni thi, aur chehra ek dam kala tha. par maine, uske bare me, sun rakha tha ki, vah ish college ki, kai ladkiyo ko, pata kar, unki, le chuka hai. Mujhe pura yakin tha ki, aaj vah mujh par dore dal raha hai, aur ushne ye sab mere sath jan-bujh kar kiya hai. Uski pant me, tana ling, bhi yahi gavahi, de raha tha. mujhe bahut, gandi feeling ho rahi thi ki, aise aadmi ne mere sath aisi harkat ki hai. Mai bardast nahi kar pa rahi thi. vo vaha khade, khade mujhe ghur raha tha. 

Mai ghabra gai, aur seham gai ki, yaha aas paas koi bhi nahi hai, aur ye badmas aisi, ashlil halat me mere samne khada hai.

Vah meri parvah kiye bagar, apne ling par hath pherte huve bola, madam ji, apko koi galat fahmi ho rahi hai. Aur maine apni najre dusri aur ghuma li. 
Mai ushe kaise kehti ki, kya ye tumhari pant me tana huva ling, meri galat fahmi hai. 
Maine kuch bhi kahna , munasib nahi samjha, aur chupchap vaha se chal padi. 
Mai sheedhiyo se utar kar, foran niche a gayi aur teji se college ke gate ki aur chal di. Tabhi maine dekha ki vo jish raste par mai ja rahi thi, ushi rastre me, aage khada hai. Shayad vo kisi aur raste se vaha pahunch gaya tha. 

Maine foran apna rasta badla aur bhagna suru kar diya aur 2 minut me college ke bahar aa gayi.
Bahar aa kar, maine foran ek auto pakda, aur sidhi ghar aa gayi. Ghar pahunch kar maine apne papa ko puri baat bata di. Mere papa jane-mane advocate hai aur unke ache khase connections hai. Unhone apne connections ka ishtemaal kar ke ushe college se nikalwa diya. 



Vo ek din, mujhe college ke bahar mila, aur request karne laga ki, madam mujhe maf kar do. Meri naukri, ka sawal hai, mera ek chota beta hai, ek beti hai, unki ma bhi nahi hai, mai kaise naukri ke bina unko palunga. 

Maine ushe kaha, yaha se dafa ho jao, aisi ghinoni harkat karne se pahle, tumhe sochna chahiye tha.
Maine kaha mujhe sab pata hai tum ladkiyo ko fansa kar unke sath kya karte ho. Usne meri ankho me jhank kar pucha, kya karta hu madam. 

Aur maine najre pher li, aur ushe dantete huve kaha, chup kar, aur yaha se dafa ho ja. Vo vaha se hila nahi, aur bola madam aap mujhe achi lagti ho, aap bahut sundar ho, ish liye mera man fisal gaya, maine jab apko vaha jhuke huve dekha to, na jane mujhe kya ho gaya, aur mai aapke piche sat kar, khada ho gaya, mujhe maf kar do mai dobara aisa nahi karunga. 

Uske muh se ye sab shun kar mera man khrab ho gaya, mai sochne lagi ki ye badsurat mere baare me kaisi baate kar raha hai. Iski himmat kaise hui ye sab sochne ki aur kahne ki.


Maine kaha, chup kar ye apni bakwas, aur ek auto vale ko roka aur ghar chali aayi. Usko college se nikale jane par sabhi ladkiya khush thi.


Uske baad, maine ushe college ke aas paas bhi nahi dekha aur maine chain se college ki degree hansil ki. Thode dino baad, meri shadi sanjay se ho gayi aur mai ish sehar me aa gayi.

Ye ghatna, mujhe ishliye yaad aayi, kyonki aaj bhi, mujhe dar lag raha tha ki, kahi ye, billu mere sath koi, galat harkat na kar de. Mujhe apni aur apne parivar ki ijjat ki chinta ho rahi thi. 

par aaj sab kuch meri apni galti ke karan ho raha tha. agar mai, khidki wala kisha, aage na badhne dati, to mai aaj ish musibat me na hoti.

Mai pachata rahi thi ki mujhe ush billu ki baat nahi sun-ni chahiye thi, aur ush dusre rikse me ghar chalna chahiye tha.

Tej hava chal rahi thi aur barish kabhi bhi aa sakti thi. maine pucha ye kon sa rasta hai. Vo bola, tujhe ghar jana hai na, mai tujhe ghar hi le ja raha hu, ye shortcut hai. 

Achanak mujhe, apne ghar ke piche ka bhag deekha aur meri jaan me jaan aayi. 
Ushne riksha, sidhe meri kitchen ki, khidki ke paas laa kar, rok diya, aur mai saham gayi ki, ab kya hoga.

Charo taraf andhera tha, aur dur-dur tak koi nahi tha. Vaha to, din me hi koi nahi hota tha, raat me to kisi ke hone ka, sawal hi nahi tha. Yehi karan tha ki, mai ghabra rahi thi.

par mujhe ye bhi sekun tha ki ab mai apne ghar ke paas to hu. Mai rikshe se utar gai. Vo bhi utar kar mere paas aa gaya aur bola ki lo tumhara ghar aa gaya. 
Maine ush se pucha ki kitne paise huve. Vo bola mujhe tere paise nahi chahiye. Mai jaldi se jaldi, vaha se, chal dena chahti thi. maine 50 rupye nikale aur kaha ye rakh lo, par usne nahi liye. maine socha yaha khade rahna thic nahi hai aur, mai apne ghar ki taraf chal di. 

Charo taraf ghaas, phus aur lambi jhadiya thi, jo ki andhare ke karan aur bhi bhyanak lag rahi thi.

Achanak, usne aage badh kar, mera hath pakad liya aur bola ki, kya tu thodi der ruk sakti hai.
Maine kaha nahi, aur usne mera hath chod diya, aur bola aaram se ja, mai yahi khada hu, koi darne ki jarurat nahi hai. 
Mai jhadiyo se nikal kar, apne ghar ke samne aa gayi, aur apne ghar ka darwaja khol kar, andar aa gayi. 





Maine ghar ke andar aa kar chain ki saans li. Maine socha hey bhagwan mai aaj bal-bal bach gayi. 
Mujhe ish baat ka, sekun tha ki, billu ne vaha andheri jhadiyo me, mere sath koi galat harkat nahi ki, aur mujhe chupchap ghar aane diya.

Maine pani piya, aur sidhe hamare bedroom me, aa gayi. Maine dekha ki, sanjay soye huve hai. Maine kapde change kiye aur kitchen me khana banane lag gai. 
Tabhi mujhe chintoo ka khyal aaya. Maine socha aram se khana banane ke baad mai chintoo ko mausi ke yaha se le aaungi. 

Maine billu ka diya khana, jan-bujh kar, uske rikshe me hi, chod diya tha. Maine, rikse me baithe, baithe hi ye soch liya tha ki, ye kisha aj yahi khatam kar dungi. 

Mujhe bahut hi, guilty feeling ho rahi thi ki, mai kaise ish ladke ki gandi harkate, aur gandi baate, bardast kar rahi thi. mujhe chulu bhar pani me, dub jana, chahiye tha.
Maine ushe ek baar bhi ye ahsas nahi karaya tha ki mai uske sath kuch karungi ya ushe kuch dungi. Vo khud hi bekar ki ashlil batey kar raha tha. ye sab sochte-sochte khana ban gaya, par sanjay abhi, sho hi rahe the. Maine unhe uthana, sahi nahi samjha. 

Mai fresh hone ke liye, nahane chali gayi. Mai naha kar, bahar ayi to mujhe barish ki aawaj sunai di, maine man hi man, chain ki saans li ki, suker hai barish pehle nahi aayi, varna vo billu pagal ho jata. mai barish ka najara lene ke liye kitchen ki khidki me aa gayi. 

Maine bahar dekha to, hairan rah gai ki, billu abhi bhi, khidki ke paas khada hai. mujhe dekh kar, vo khidki ke, aur paas aa gaya. Maine pucha, kya huva ? tum abhi tak gaye kyo nahi.

Vo bola, aise mausam me, mai ghar ja kar, kya karunga, ghar ja kar bhi, baar-baar teri yaad aayegi, aur mai muth maar kar sho ja-unga, ishe acha hai mai yahi khada rahu. 

Bahar andhera bahut tha, par mai ushe halka halka dekh paa rahi thi. Maine kaha pagal mat bano, yaha se chale jao. 
Vo bola, nahi aaj mai yahi riksha par sho 
ja-unga.

Mai asmanjas me pad gai ki kya karu. Agar kishi ne ishe yaha dekh liya to kya hoga. 
Ye sach tha ki, vaha peeche koi nahi aata jata, par agar, by chance kisi ne, ushe yaha meri khidki par, najar gadaye dekh liya to, meri badnami hogi. 
Mujhe ush par bhi, taras aa raha tha ki bechara yaha mere liye, yaha barish me bheeg raha hai. Maine socha ishe peeche jaa kar samjhati hu. 

Mai bedroom me gai, dekha sanjay abhi bhi soye huve hai. Maine socha, mai jaldi se ushe, yaha se bhej kar, vapas aa sakti hu. Mai chupchap chata le kar ghar se bahar aayi, to paya ki barish aur tej ho gayi thi. 

Ye ek tarah se acha hi huva, ab mujhe koi ghar ke peeche jate huve, nahi dekh sakta tha, kyonki sabhi log gharo me the. 
Koi 2 minut chalne ke baad, jhadiyo se hote huve, mai apne ghar ke, peeche aa gayi. Mujhe yakin tha ki, mujhe kisi ne nahi dekha. 

Maine dekha ki, billu ek ped ke niche khade huve, mere kitchen ki taraf dekh raha hai.
Mujhe dekhte hi vo khil utha. Vo bhag kar mere paas aya, aur bola arey mai to, tujhe kab se, khidki me bula raha tha, aur tum yaha aa gayi. 

Maine kaha, ye kya pagal pan hai ? Vo bola, aao pehle ush ped ke niche chalo. Mai uske piche,piche ush ped ke niche aa gayi jaha vo pehle khada tha.


Maine kaha, mere paas jyada vakt nahi hai, mere pati kisi bhi vakt uth sakte hai, tum please yaha se chale jao. 

Maine kaha, dekho kitni tej barish ho rahi hai, aisi barish me koi bahar rahta hai kya. 
Vo bola, mai tere jaisi mast item ko yaha chod kar ghar par kya karunga.
Maine kaha, dekho ab majak band karo. Mai shadi, shuda hu, aur mai, apne parivar me khus hu. Mera ek chota beta hai. Meri kuch maryadaye hai, jo mai nahi langh sakti. tum mujh par, vakt barbad mat karo, aur kisi apni umar ki, ladki se dosti karlo. 

Vo bola, ye kya maryadao ki baat karti hai, tu kish jamane me jee rahi hai, sex me koi maryada nahi hoti. 
Maine kaha, sex me maryada ho, ya na ho, par meri jindagi me maryada hai. 
Vo bola, agar tujhe maryadaye, itni hi pyari thi, to tu roj khidki me aa kar, mera lund kyo dekhti thi, aur kyo, meri sexy baate sun-ti thi. mai kuch bhi na kah saki, aur sharmindagi se, ankhe jhuka li.

Maine himmat juta kar kaha, mai bhi ek inshan hu, mujhse galti ho gai, par ab mai apni galti sudharna chahti hu. 
Maine ushe kaha, mai aaj ke baad tumhe nahi meelungi aur naa hi khidki par se tumhe dekhne aaungi, ye mera vada hai. Tum bhi ab, sahi raste par aa jao. Agar tumhe sex ki, itni hi bhuk hai, to jaldi se kisi ladki se shadi kar lo. 
Vo turant bola, arey meri umar abhi shadi ki nahi hai, aur rahi baat ladkiyo ki maine bahut ladkiyo ko thoka hai, mujhe sex ki nahi tumhari bhuk hai. 

Maine kaha, to phir mujhe afsos hai ki, tumhari ye bhuk, kabhi nahi bujhegi. Thodi der vaha shanti cha gai, aur hum dono kuch nahi bole, maine socha shayad vo meri baat samajh raha hai.

Par mai galat thi, usne achanak apna daya haat mere nitambo par rakh diya aur unhe masalne laga. Mere sharir me bijli si kondh gayi.

Maine uska haat, vaha se foran hata diya, aur boli, please aisa mat karo. Mai tumhe yaha samjhane aayi hu, na ki ye sab, badtamiji jhelne, aayi hu. Dubara aisa mat karna, varna mai chali ja-ungi. 

Par ush par, mano koi asar nahi huva, aur mere nitambo par phir se hath tika diya aur unhe masalne laga. Pehli baar kisi gair mard ke hath mere nitambo par the, aur mai khud par sharminda ho rahi thi. 

Mere nitambo ko, masalte-masalte, vo bola, tu mujhe, kuch mat de, par kam se kam, teri body ko chu kar, mahsus to kar lene de. Mai phir yaha nahi aa-unga. Bas please ek baar mujhe tere sharir ko ache se mahsus kar lene de. 

Mai kuch nahi bol payi, aur najre jhuka kar, kahdi ho gayi. 
Mai soch me pad gayi ki, kya karu ish ladke ka, ye yaha se jane ko taiyar hi nahi hai. Aur mai har haal me ushe vaha se dafa karna chahti thi.

Maine socha, ye mere nitambo par phida hai, chalo ishe, unhe chu lene do. Ye kahani agar, nitambo se, khatam hoti hai to, haraj hi kya hai, iske baad, mujhe man ki shanti to milegi.

Maine uska hath, apne nitambo se hataya, aur boli ki, yaha chune se pahle, tum vada karo ki tum, mere nitambo ko chune, ke baad yaha se chale jaa-oge, aur phir yaha nahi aa-oge. 

Vo meri anhko me dekh kar bola, pacca vada, mai teri gaand ko, ache se, mehsus karke, yaha se chala ja-unga, aur dubara yaha nahi aa-unga. 

Ye sab sun kar, mera rom-rom kamp utha. Mai asmanjas me thi ki kahi mai galat to nahi kar rahi. maine apne faisle ko, sahi thahrane ke liye, tarak diya ki meri, choti si bhool ki, shayad yehi saja hai.

Mai soch rahi thi ki, mujhe, kuch na kuch kimat to chukani hi padegi. 
Vo bola, mai aram se, teri gaand dabo-chunga, koi jaldi-jaldi mat karna. maine sharam aur guilt se apni najre jhuka li aur chup-chap khadi rahi.

Vo mere peeche aa kar, khada ho gaya aur apne dono haato me, mere nitambo ka ek-ek bhag tham liya aur bola, kab se tammana thi teri gaand par hath phirane ki, kasam se teri gaand badi katil hai saali, jab bhi tujhe market me, dekhta tha, yehi tammana hoti thi ki, teri gaand ko haato me tham kar, dekhu ki, kaisi mulayam hai teri gaand. mai teri gaand chune ko, tarasta rahta tha, aur tu apni gaand chalkati hui chalti jati thi. tu bahut kamini cheejh hai. 

Maine ushe kaha please kuch mat bolo mujhe sharam aati hai, bas chup-chap chute raho. Par usne meri baat nahi maani. vo tarah tarah se mere nitambo ko choo raha tha aur gandi-gandi baate bol raha tha.

Mai ye sab sun kar sharam se lal ho gayi , aur chup-chap najre jhukaye vaha khadi rahi taki vo mere nitambo se khel kar, khus ho kar, apna jee bhar kar, vaha se hamesa ke liye chala jaye. 

Usne achanak, bade jor se mere nitambo ko dabo-cha aur mere muh se achanak nikal gaya, aayi… aram se dabo-cho, dard hota hai.

Mai vaha chupchap, sharmindagi se, najre jhukaye khadi rahi, aur vo badi besharmi se mere, nitambo se khelta raha. 


CHOTI SI BHOOL……Part 5



Mai ghabra rahi thi ki, kahi kisi ne kuch, dekh liya to mera kya hoga, mera parivar beekhar jayega. 
Ye to acha tha ki, barish bahut tej, ho rahi thi, aas paas ke sabhi log gharo me they. Mai soch rahi thee ki, ye badmaas ladka kub rukega. 

Charo taraf andhera tha, jish se mujhe bahut dar lag raha tha. sukar hai, mai apne kitchen ki, light jala kar chod aayi thi. khidki se rosni jaha hum khade the vaha tak pahunch rahi thi. jyada to nahi thi, par mera dar kam karne ko kafi thi.

Achanak mai cheenkh padi ‘aayiiiiiii’, ye kya kiya. Badmaas billu ne, mere nitambo key daye bhag par kaat khaya tha. maine kaha, billu dubara aisa mat karna. vo bola, sorry, galti se daant lag gaye. 

Achanak apne samne mujhe, jhadiya heelti huyi deekhayi dee. Mera ye soch kar, bura haal ho gaya ki, kahi koyi, yaha aa to nahi raha. 

Par maine socha ish barish me yaha jhadiyo me kisi ka kya kaam. Maine billu ko kaha, billu ruk jao, vaha jhadiyo me koyi hai. 

Barish ki aawaj mey shayad ushey kuch nahi shuna. Tabhi ek kutta, jhadiyo se ubhara, aur hame vaha dekh kar ruk gaya.

Mujhe kuttey ko dekh kar, chain mila ki sukar hai vaha koyi aur nahi tha, par mujhe hansi aa gayi ki kutta samne khada hai aur ye billu khud kuttey ki tarah mujhe kaat raha hai. 
vah kutta, humey ghurtey huvey, vaha se aagey gujar gaya. Mai dar rahi thi ki kahi vo hamari taraf naa, aa jaye.

Billu apne kaam me laga huva tha. achanak vah ruk gaya, aur maine mahsus kiya ki, uske hath mere nitambo par nahi hai. Maine socha chalo kaam khatam huva, ab mai ghar jaa sakti hu. 

Par maine, peeche mud kar dekha to, chonk gayi. Billu apne dono haato se, apne pant kee, zip khol raha tha. 

Jaisey hi, maine peeche dekha, usne meri taraf bade hi, vahasi tareekey, se dekha. Mai seham gayi, aur ish se pahle ki, mujhe uska ling deekhayi de, maine apni gardan vapas samne ghuma lee. 

Mai uska ling nahi dekhna chahti thi. ushe dekhney ke karan hi to mai ish museebat me pad gayi thi. 
Mujhe khud par, sharam aa rahi thi ki, mai apne hi ghar ke peeche, yaha jhadiyo me, ish ladke ke haato ka khilona baney khadi thi. par mujhe santos tha ki aaj ye kahani yahi khatam hogi.

Maine billu ko kaha, billu dekho, ab bahut ho gaya. Mai kafi der se yaha khadi hu. Mai ghar se eetni der tak, bahar nahi rah sakti, mere pati uth gaye to kya sochenge. 
Par vo kuch nahi bola. Ek minut ho gaya, aur mujhe apne nitambo par, kuch mahsus nahi huva. Maine peeche mud kar dekha, to vo abhi bhi apni pant kee zip kholne me laga tha. 

Uski zip shayad atak gayi thi. mai soch rahi thi kee chalo acha huva. 

Vo bola, meri madad karo naa, dekhna ye atak gayi hai. Vah pareshan deekh raha tha. maine koyi jawab nahi deeya. 

Maine kaha billu, ab mai jaa rahi hu, aur vo bola ek minut-ek minut, bas khul gayi. Maine turant apni gardan aage ghuma lee. 
Maine billu se kaha, please ishe, pant ke andar hee rakho. 
Ushne phir se, dono haato se, mere nitambo ko thama, aur mere nitambo ke beech apna ling laga kar dhake marne laga.

Maine kaha, billu ye galat baat hai, baat sirf haato se
Chune kee huyi thi, apne ling ko mujh se dur rakho. 

Par vo nahi ruka aur dhake lagata raha. Uska ling, mere nitambo me, chubata huva mahsus ho raha tha.

Vah bola, tu bhi kya baat karti hai, gaand ko kya, lund ke beena, koyi mahsus kar sakta hai. Ye kah kar, usne mere nitambo se, apne hath hata kar, mujhe peeche se, baaho me bhar liya, aur nitambo par ling laga kar dhake marne laga. Vo bola, Mai tujhe ache se, mahsus kar ke hi, yaha se jaaunga. 

Mai ye sun kar pani, pani ho gayi. Meri yoni se pani ki nadiya bah neekli.

Pheer usne, achanak apne dono haato se, mera nada tham liya, aur ushe kholne laga, maine ushe daant diya, billu sirf kapdo ke upar-upar sey karo, aur uske hath apney naadey se dur jhatak deeye.

Maine socha, ye ladka kitna chalak hai, aage hi aage badhta jaa raha hai. Mai ab uski baho me thi aur vo peeche se dhake mare ja raha tha. 

Maine socha, eetna bahut hai. Balki mujhe ahsaas ho raha tha kee, ye kuch jyada hi, ho raha hai, aur mujhe ab ishey dafa kar ke, apne parivar me lot jana chahiye. Maine ushe ab yahi, rokne ka faisla keeya aur boli, bas billu ruk jao, mai ab jaa rahi hu.

Vo bola, arey ruko naa, abhi to, maja aana, shuru huva hai. 
Maine kaha, bas chup ho jao ,chodo mujhe aur jaane do. 
Vah bola kya tumhe maja nahi aa raha. 
Maine ushe kaha, apne hath hatao, mai yaha apne majey key liye nahi khadi hu.

Vo bola, par phir bhi tujhe maja to aa raha hoga. Maine kaha, agar tumney, ek aur gandi baat boli, to mai pathar utha kar tumhara sar phod dungi.

Ushne mujhe chod diya aur bola aa phod de sar. 
Mai thodi shant huyi, aur vo phir se, mere nitambo par ling masalne laga. 
Mai ghumi, aur boli ki mai ab jaa rahi hu. Ghumte hee, meri najar ushke ling par gayi, vah pura tana huva tha, aur eetney karib se, aur bhi jyada bada lag raha tha. aisa lag raha tha jaise koyi kala naag meri taraf fan uthaye khada hai, mai ushe eetney karib se dekh kar dar gayi.

Ushne mujhe, uske ling ko ghurte huve, dekh liya aur bola, acha lagta hai na tujhe ye. 
Maine sharam se, najre jhuka lee, aur kuch nahi boli. 

Ushne mera hath pakda, aur apne ling kee taraf kheenchte huve bola, ley, pakad ley, sharmati kyo hai, ye pura ka pura, tera hi hai. Maine turant apna haath vapas kheench liya. 
Mere rom-rom me beejli ki leher daud gayi.

Mai soch rahi thi ki, aakhir iska, eetna mota aur lamba kyo hai. 
Ab tak maine sirf apne pati ka hi dekha tha, aur aaj ushe eetney karib se dekh kar lag raha tha kee sanjay ka shayad ish se aadha hee hoga. 
Maine socha, mai sanjay se, ling ke size ke baarey mey baat karungi, vo doctor hai, unhe kuch jarur pata hoga.
Mai soch me, dubee huyi thi, aur billu kab mere najdeek aa gaya mujhe pata hi nahi chala. 

Uska ling, meri yoni se, takraney hee wala tha ki, mai turant peeche hat gayi. 
Maine khud ko, kosa kee hey bhagwan, mai ye kaisi baate soch rahi thi. mujhe laga ishka ling baar baar mujhe phasa deta hai.

Maine ab billu ki taraf dekha aur boli, billu ab bahut ho gaya. Please ab ishe pant me vapas daal lo mujhe kuch-kuch hota hai. Vo bola kya hota hai.
Maine ushe dantetey huve kaha, tum nahi samajh saktey. Maine apni khidki kee aur dekha aur ushe kosne lagi.
Mai mud kar chalne lagi, par ushne, aage badh kar mera hath tham liya. Vo bola ek minut ruk to.

Maine kaha theek hai, pehle ushe pant me dalo. 
Ushne apna ling pant me vapas daal leeya aur bola, mai bahut khus hu, mujhe bahut-bahut maja aaya. Eetna maja to kisi ladki kee chut ley kar bhi nahi aaya tha, jitna maja teri gaand se khel kar aa gaya. 

Mai sharama uthee, aur najre jhuka kar boli, please aisi baatey mat karo. Par vo bola, nahi par ye sach hai.
Maine kaha, mai chalti hu, tum ab yaha se chale jao, aur apna vada mat bhulna kee, tum ab yaha nahi aa-oge. 
Vah bola, theech hai, mai jaa raha hu, tere yaha ab nahu aaunga, par agar tujhe kabhi meri jarurat pade to, madan electronics ki, shop par chali aana, vo tere beauty parlor ke bilkul sath me hi hai.
Maine kaha, mujhe tumhari koyi jarurat nahi hai, mai apne pati ke sath khus hu. Vo bola, par tu abhi, mera lund to, aise dekh rahi thi jaise ki, tujhe koyi kami ho.

Mai boli, billu chup kar, mujhe apni jindagi me koyi kami nahi hai, tum ab chale jao aur baate mat banao.


Vo bola, theech hai mai ab chalta hu. Vah mere kaano key paas, apna muh lakar bola, thankyou ritu, teri gaand mujhe hamesha yaad rahegi.

Mujhe ab gussa aa gaya, aur boli ki tum ab jaate ho ya nahi. vah bola sorry baba, mai jaa raha hu. Vah apne, rikshe ki aur, badh gaya aur mai chata utha kar apne ghar ki aur chal di. 

Mai puri tarah bheeg gayi thi. maine socha, agar sanjay dekhenge, to puchenge ki, chata hote huve bhi kaise bheeg gayi. Mai darte, darte, jhadiyo ko, paar karke, apne ghar me aa gayi. 

Maine chupke se, bedroom me jhank kar dekha to, paya ki, sanjay abhi bhi sho rahey they. Maine foran, geele kapde utare, aur nahane chali gayi. maine un kapdo ko akhbaar me lapete kar kudedaan me daal diya. mai aaj ke din ki koyi yaad apne sath nahi rakhna chahti thi.

Mai nahane ke, baad kitchen me akar, dinner serve karne ki taiyari karne lagi. achanak mujhe, apne nitambo par, hath ki chuvan mahsus huyi, aur mere honto tak turant aaya billu, par maine khud ko ye bolne se rok liya, kyoki mai samajh gayi thi ki sanjay mere peeche khade hai, aur unka hath mere nitambo par hai. 

Maine pucha, aap kab uthey, vo bale, bas abhi utha hu, aur meri gardan ko chum liya. Mai pathta rahi thi ki kaas aaj ka din meri jindagi me naa hota. 

Sanjay bole, kab aayi parlor se, maine darte, darte jawab diya yahi , yahi koyi ek ghanta pahle. Unhone pucha chintoo kaha hai, maine kaha mausi ke yaha hai, hum abhi ushe lene chalenge. 

Hum dono chata lekar, chintoo ko lene nikal pade. Sanjay bole aaj mauasam bahut badhiya hai naa, maine badi mayusi se, jawab diya ha hai to sahi.

Ghar vapas aa kar, hamne khana khaya aur mai sab kaam kar ke shone ke liye late gayi. Sanjay bahar barish ka maja le rahe the. 

Achanak vo kamrey me aaye, aur mujh se lipat gaye, aur mujhe betahasa chumne lage. vo bole, aaj mausam eetna acha hai, aur tum sho rahi ho. Maine man hi man kaha ye, mausam kya aaj meri jaan lega. 
Unhone jaldi jaldi mere kapde utare aur mujhe yaha vaha chumne lage. Unhone mujhe ulta ghumaya aur meri pith se lekar tango tak chumne lagey.

Achanak vo bole, arey ye tumharey chutad par laal nishan kyo hai. Mere to, par ke niche se jameen nikal gayi. Maine apne kapde to, phenk diye, par ye bhul gayi ki, billu ne mere nitambo par kaata tha. mujhe dhyaan hi, nahi raha ki vaha, uskey kaate ka nisaan bhi ho sakta hai. 

Maine man hi man me, kaha, kutta kahi ka aur sochne lagi ki vo badmaas ladka chala to gaya par jatey-jatey mere nitambo par apna nishan chod gaya.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kya jawab du sanjay ko. Mujhe khamos dekh kar vo phir se bole ki batao naa ye nishan kaisa hai. 
Maine darte darte kaha k..k…kuch nahi, mai aaj bathroom me phidsal gayi thi, sayad uska nishan hoga. 

Unhone kaha ki, mujhe batana tha na, aur aage badh kar ush nishan ko chum liya aur bole ye ab thik ho jayega. 

Vo ushi position me, mujhe taiyar karne lage, aur meri yoni ko chu kar bole, arey aaj tum kuch jyada hi gili ho. Mere paas iska koyi jawab nahi tha. 

Vo mujh me, sama gaye aur mai khoti chali gayi. Jaisey hi vo mujh me samaye, mere kaano me billu ke vo bol gunj gaye ki, aaj tera pati teri jarur lega. Mai hairan thi ki vo badmaas mere deemag me bhi apni chaap chod gaya hai. Phir maine sab kuch bhula deeya aur sanjay ke pyar me dub gayi. 

CHOTI SI BHOOL Part 6 



“Mai hari, hari ghaas par leti huyi hu. mere sharir par, koyi kapda nahi hai. Charo taraf, ghaas, phus aur jhadiya hai. Meri tangey hawa me upar uthi huyi hai. Billu ne meri tango ko apne shine par tham rakha hai. Billu mujh me, samaya huva hai aur janwaro ki tarah mujme dhake laga raha hai. Billu gandi, gandi baatey bol raha hai, jinhey sun kar mera sar phata ja raha hai. mere chahre par ajeeb si garmi hai. Mai jor se cheelati hu “nahiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii” 

aur mai uth kar apne bed par baith jati hu. 

sanjay ne, turant uth kar, mere kandho par hath rakha, aur pucha, koyi bura sapna dekha kya. 

Maine kaha, ha bahut hi bura aur bhyanak sapna tha. Usne pucha, kya tha sapne me. Aur mai chup ho gayi. Batati bhi, to kya batati.

Maine hosh sambhala, aur kaha ab kuch yaad nahi aa raha. Maine ghadi me, vakt dekha, abhi bas raat ke 1:30 hi baje the. Maine chain ki saans lee ki, sukar hai, ye sapna sach nahi hoga, kyoki subah ke sapney hi sach hotey hai.

Mai pani pee kar vapas late gayi aur sanjay ko kaha, sho jao, koyi chinta ki baat nahi hai.

Par mai soch me thi ki, ye billu kya, meri jeendagi ka itna bada hissa ban gaya hai ki ab mujhe uskey sapne bhi aaney lagey hai. 

Mai dhyan se sapne ka analysis karney lagi. Sapne wali jagah pata nahi kon si jagah thi. Charo taraf jhadiya aur ped (tree) the, lagta tha ki kisi jangal ka drishya hai.

Mai ye janena chahti thi ki ye sapna mujhe kyo aaya. Par kuch nateeja nahi nikal paya. Achanak maine apni panty me hath daal kar dekha to paya ki mai vaha par gili thi. Mai hairan rah gayi aur khud par sharminda ho gayi.

Mai soch rahi thi ki, vo kamina billu, mujhe ye kaisi ajeeb shi pareshani de gaya hai. Pahle usne, mere nitambo par apne daanto ke nishan chod diye, jishe sanjay ne dekh liya, aur mai baal-baal bachi.
phir uski kahi baatey mere deemag me ghum rahi thi, aur ab mujhey ye itna ganda sapna aa gaya. 
Ye billu aakhir meri jeendagi se dafa kyo nahi hota. Maine socha taja,taja baat hai. Shayad dheerey, dheerey sab theek ho jayega.

Mai subah 7 bajey uthi, aur chain ki saans lee ki chalo kal ka bhyanak din ab beet gaya, aaj ek naya din hai aur ek nayi suruvaat hai.

Sanjay clinic chale gaye aur chintoo school chala gaya. Mai ghar ke kaam me lag gayi. 

Subah ke 11 baj chuke the. Jab mai kitchen me pahunchi to socha ki ab ish khidki ko alvida bol deti hu aur maine faisla kiya ki mai kam se kam khidki ki aur jaaungi.

2 kab baj gaye pata hi nahi chala. Mujhe khyal aaya ki mujhe bahar dekhna to chahiye ki, vah ab aata hai ki nahi, aur yaha na aane ka, apna vada, nibhata hai ki nahi.
mai khidki me aa gayi aur charo taraf najre ghuma kar dekha, par vaha koyi nahi tha. 
mere man ko tasalli mili ki sukar hai, ye kahani yahi khatam huyi. 

mai vapas apne kaam me lag gayi, par baar baar bahar dekhne ke liye khidki ki aur aaney lagi. par mujhe koyi nahi dikha. 
Maine gehari saans li aur socha, theek hi to hai, ye sab yahi khatam hona chahiye tha aur mai sochne lagi ki billu ne apna vaada nibhaya hai.

Kayi din beet gaye aur mujhe yakin ho gaya ki vo ab dubara yaha nahi ayega. 

Ab mai, khidki se jhankna lag bhag band kar chuki thi. Kabhi agar, bahar dekha bhi to paya ki vaha koyi nahi hai.

Ek din, sanjay sham ko jaldi ghar aa gaye aur boley, chalo aaj movie dekhne chalte hai. Aur mai foran saj-sanvar kar taiyar ho gayi. Mujhe movies dekhna, khaskar theater mey bahut acha lagta hai.

Mujhe pani ki pyas lagi aur mai kitchen me aa gayi. Maine ek bottle nikali aur ek gilas me pani daala. Pani ka gilas le kar mai achanak khidki ki aur mud gayi.

Maine baher dekha to pani pina bhul gayi. Khidki ke baher billu khada tha. 
Mai soch me dub gayi ki ab kya karu ?
Ushey bahut dino baad, dekh kar mere man me ajeeb si bechani ho rahi thi.
Mai hath me pani ka gilas liye khadi rahi aur ushe dekhti rahi.
Vah khidki ke paas aa gaya aur bola kaisi hai tu.
Ish se pehle ki mai kuch bol pati, andar se sanjay ki aawaj aayi, ritu kaha ho, hum late ho rahey hai.

Mai ghabra gayi ki kahi ,sanjay kitchen me na aa jaye aur mai pani ka gilas ek taraf rakh kar mud gayi. 
Bahar se billu ki aawaj aayi, mai kal aaunga, maine peeche mud kar uski aur dekha, mai ruk kar ushe ye kahna chahti thi ki dubara yaha aane ki koyi jarurat nahi hai.
Par mere pass kuch bhi kahne ka vakt nahi tha 

Mai foran kitchen se bahar aa gayi. 
Sanjay bedroom se hath me ghadi bandhtey huve nikal rahey the. Unhone pucha, chaley ab, maine kaha ha chalo, mai taiyar hu.

Hum ghar se, apni gadi me nikal pade. Chintoo ko, mausi ke yaha chod diya, taki aaram se movie enjoy kar sakey. 

Rastey bhar mai billu ke barey me sochati rahi. mai soch rahi thi ki vah itney dino baad aaj kyo aaya hai ? kya vah apna vada bhul gaya ?

Par ushe aaj phir se dekh kar dil me kuch-kuch ho raha tha, rah rah kar mujhe ab tak ki sari baatey yaad aa rahi thi. 

Theater kab aa gaya pata hi nahi chala. Hum theek time se pahunch gaye the.

Sanjay ko movie bahut achi, lag rahi thi aur mai billu ke karan bechan ho rahi thi. mai ye janena chahti thi ki billu aaj vaha kyo aya tha. 
mai khud ko bahut samajha rahi thi aur apna dhyan baar-baar movie par laga rahi thi, par sab bekar tha.
mai rah rah kar billu ko kos rahi thi aur soch rahi thi ki vah ajeeb preshani khadi kar deta hai. mai ushe bhulne hi lagi thi ki vah aaj phir aa gaya aur saare jhakam hare kar gaya. 

Mai ek pal ke liye bhi movie enjoy nahi kar payi.
Movie kab khatam ho gayi pata hi nahi chala. Mai khud par sharminda thi ki, mai pehli baar apne pati ka sath nahi de payi.
mai baar-baar soch rahi thi ki aisa kyo ho raha hai. 
movie dekh kar hum, seedhey ghar aa gaye. Maine kapde change kiye aur dinner taiyar karne lagi.
achanak mai khidki me aayi aur bahar jhanka, mai bahar dekh kar hairan rah gayi. 
billu ek ped ke sahare khada tha, mera dil dhak-dhak karne laga.
mujhe dekh kar vah khidki ke paas aa gaya.
Maine turant pucha, tum abhi tak yahi ho.
Vo bola, kya karta tere se baat karne ka man kar raha tha. 
Maine kaha tumhe yaha nahi aana chahiye tha.
Vo bola, itni bhi jaalim mat ban sirf tujhe dekhne hi to aaya hu.
Mai boli, mere pati andar hai, tum jao yaha se.
Vo bola, chala jaaunga, bas thodi der tujhe jee bhar ke dekh lene de.
Mai ajeeb pareshani me thi.
Sanjay ghar par the aur ye billu aisi batey kar raha tha.
Maine pucha, tum kya uske baad aaj hi yaha aaye ho ?
Vo bola haa, mai apne gaanv chala gaya tha, mere ek chacha ki death ho gayi thi.
ushne pucha kyo kya huva ?
Maine kaha, kuch nahi bas yu hi.
Vo bola, kaisi hai tu
Maine uski baat ka koyi jawab nahi diya aur boli, tum chale jao, mere pati ghar par hai.

Vo bola, phir kab aa-oon ?
Mai darte-darte boli abhi jaa-oo baad me baat karenge.
Vo bola, bata to phir kab milegi.
Mai boli tum jaate ho ki nahi. 
Vo bola mai kal aaunga aur mud gaya.
Maine kaha, yaha aane ki koyi jarurat nahi hai, mai nahi milungi.
Vah meri aur muda aur apna ling pant ke upar se hi, maslate huve bola, vo to kal hi dekhenge.
Aur maine man hi man me bola, kamina kahi kaa.
Maine apni najre pher li aur socha ki ye bilkul nahi badla.
Ushne apni cycle uthayi aur chala gaya. Mai apne kaam me lag gayi. Khana bana kar mai chintoo ko lene chali gayi.
Mai raat bhar bechan rahi.
Mai soch rahi thi ki kal kya karungi. Ek baar khyal aaya ki mai sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad ghar ko tala laga kar kahi chali jaati hu.
Par phir, dhyan aaya ki mai apna ghar chod kar kyo jaa-oo.

Agle din, mai bechani ki halat me sokar uthi.
Maine taiy kar liya ki chahe kuch ho mai khidki par nahi jaaungi.
Breakfast karne ke baad sanja clinic chale gaye aur chinto school chala gaya.

Mai sab bhul kar ghar ke kaamo me lag gayi.
2 baj gaye aur mai kitchen me khana banane aa gayi.
Mujhe khyal aaya ki vo jarur bahar khada hoga aur socha khada rahne do mujhe kya, maine to ushe nahi bulaya.
Bahar se aawaj aayi, aa na is garib ko itna bhi na tadpa.
Mai bechan ho uthi ki kya karu, ye to ab aawaj laga kar bulane laga hai.
Mai dar rahi thi ki agar kisi ne sun liya to kya hoga ?
Vo phir bola, aa na please.
Mai khidki me aa gayi aur boli kyo cheela rahe ho koyi sun lega.
Vo bola, tu aa kyo nahi rahi thi ?
Maine kaha mera tumse milne ka koyi man nahi hai.
Vo bola, par tu mere liye to yaha aa sakti hai, mai sab kam chod kar aaya hu.

Mai boli tum kya khaas ho.

Vo bola, jishe tumne, apni sundar, sundar gaand ko chune diya, vo kya khaas nahi.
Mai boli, chup karo apni bakwaas.
Achanak vo chup ho gaya aur apne paanv ki aur dekhne laga.
Maine kaha, jao ab mujhe khana banana hai.
Vo bola, mere paanv se khun beh raha hai, tujhe khane ki padi hai.
Maine uske paanv ko dekha to, vichlit ho gayi, uske anghute se khun beh raha tha.
Maine insaaniyat ke naate pucha, ye kya huva ?
Vo bola, kuch nahi yaha aate vakt ek bhari pathar se paanv takra gaya aur anghuta cheel gaya.
Maine kaha, jaldi doctor ke paas jao, yaha kya kar rahey ho. 
Vo bola, meri doctor to tu hai, tu hi kuch kar na.
Maine kaha pagal mat bano doctor ke paas jakar patti karva lo.
Vo bola, tere paas se mai kahi nahi jaaunga. Tu hi kuch baandh de naa.
Mai sochne lagi ki kya karu.
Mujhe khyaal aaya ki sanjay, ne patti ka saman kahi rakha to hai par kaha ? yaad nahi aa raha tha.
Maine ushe kaha, mai abhi aayi.
Mai, bedroom me first aid dhundane lagi. mujhe vah almari me hi mil gaya.
Mai foran le kar, khidki me aa gayi aur ushe kit dete huve boli, lo davai laga kar patti bandh lo.
Vo bola, please tu aakar bandh de na.

Maine kaha, nahi billu, mai nahi aa sakti. koyi dekh lega.
Vo bola, arey tujhe pata to hai, yaha kon aata hai, thodi der ke liye aaja.
Mai bahut bechan ho rahi thi ki kya karu, ek man kehta tha ki ritu, ruk jaa, vaha jaana theek nahi.
Dusra man kah raha tha ki patti bandh kar aa jati hu.
Maine ushe kaha, theek hai aati hu, aur ush ki aankhe chamak uthi.
Mai ghar se bahar aayi. Dopahar ka vakt tha sabhi log gharo me the. Mai chupchap, hath me first aid liye, tahalte huve dheere se jhadiyo me ghus gayi aur jhadiyo se hote huve ghar ke peeche aa gay.
Maine paya ki barish ke baad , jhadiya or jyada badh gayi thi.
Mere vaha pahunchte hi, vo bola, badi pyari lag rahi hai aaj tu, aur mai sharma gayi. Ushne pucha teri umar kya hai,
Maine kaha kyo ?
Vo bola yu hi puch raha hu
Mai boli 27
Aur vo bola, meri 21, kya combination hai, hain naa. 
Mai ushe 18 ya 19 ka samajhti thi.
Maine socha, ushe dard me bhi kya, kya baate sujh rahi hai.
Maine ushe kaha, baith jao, mai anguthe me patti bandh deti hu.
Vo baith gaya, aur maine aaram se uske anguthe par davayi laga kar patti bandh di.
Bandh kar mai boli, lo ab sab theek hai, mai chalti hu.
Vo bola, aa hi gayi hai to thodi der ruk na, chain se tujhe, jee bhar ke dekh to lu, tu badi pyari lag rahi hai aaj, kasam se beejli geera rahi hai.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, nahi mujhe jana hoga, khana banana hai.
Vo bola, ruk jaa na please. Mujhe dard me chain aayega.
Maine kaha, theek hai par bas thodi der.

vo bola chal samne ki jhadiyo me chal kar aaram se baate karenge, 
maine kaha yaha bhi to charo taraf unchi jhadiya hai yahi rahte hai.
vo bola chal to, vaha or bhi acha hai.
vo mera hath pakad kar hamare ghar ki khidki se thoda aage ki jhadiyo me le gaya.

Maine vaha pahunch kar paya ki vaha hame kisi bhi halat me koyi nahi dekh sakta tha. bahut hi ghani jhadiya thi, aisa lagta tha ki jhadiyo ne ek cabin bana diya hai. agar peechali gali me koyi aata bhi, to bhi hame, dekh nahi sakta tha. 
Par aisi tanhayi me mujhe ghabrahat hone lagi.
Hum vaha ek dusre ke samne khade ho gaye.
Vo bola, ab bata kaisi hai tu.
Mai boli theek hu.
Vo bola tujhe meri yaad aayi ?
Maine kuch nahi kaha. 
Maine ushe kabhi apne aap yaad nahi kiya. Vo to hamesha jabardasti mere khyalo me aa jata tha.
Vo bola, mujhe to teri bahut yaad aati thi. par kya karta yaha se dur tha.
Ushne kaha, maine apne sab dosto ko tere barey me bataya, vo sab mujh se jal gaye.
Mai ghabrate huve boli, kya ? tum kya mujhe badnaam karoge. 
Vo bola arey aisa kuch nahi hai, mai gaanv ke dosto ki baat kar raha hu. Unhe yaha ka kya pata. 
Mai thodi shant huyi, aur boli, phir bhi ye theek nahi hai.
Vo bola, chal ush din wali yaade phir se taja kare, bahut man kar raha hai aaj. aur ye kahte huve usne mere nitambo ko tham liya.
Maine uska hath hatatey huva kaha, please, mai dubara aisa nahi kar sakti.
Vo bola, kya tujhe ush din acha nahi laga tha.
Maine kaha, tum to kahte the baate karenge.
Vo bola, baate to hoti rahengi, pehle teri sexy, sexy gaand to masal lu.
Mai sharma gayi aur sochne lagi ki kya karu ab ?
Vo bola, tujh me kho kar mera dard kam ho jayega.
Mai boli, mai ush se jyada kuch nahi karungi, tum meri seemaye jantey ho.
Vo bola, haa janta hu tabhi to maine bas dubara vahi sab karne ko kaha hai.
Mai khus thi ki vo meri seemao ki kadar kar raha hai.
Vo bola, thoda ghumogi.
Maine sharmate huve kaha, tum peeche aa jao na.
Vo bola, tere peeche, khade hone ki jagah nahi hai, nahi to kab ka peeche aa jata. 
maine peeche mud kar dekha to paya ki mai bilkul jhadiyo se sat kar khadi hu.
Vo phir bola, ghum naa sharma mat.

Mai sharmate huve ush ke samne ghum gayi.

Billu ne, dono hatho me, mere nitambo ko tham liya aur unhe bahut bure dhang se masalne laga.
Vo bola, teri gaand to, or bhi sexy lag rahi hai.
Ushne pucha, ek baat puchu agar bura na maane to ?
Maine kaha haa pucho, par aisi, jiska jawab mai de saku ?
Vo bola, acha ye bata, kya tere pati ne, teri sexy gaand maari hai.
Mai uske sawal par hairan ho gayi aur mera gala shook gaya.
Maine koyi jawab nahi diya.

Ye vo bhi janta tha ki mai jawab nahi dungi.

Jiske baare me vo puch raha tha, sanjay ne kayi baar kiya tha. unhe bhi mere nitamb ache lagte the. Unhone jab pehli baar vaha dala tha to bahut dard huva tha par baad me mai aasani se karva leti thi. balki mujhe unka vaha karna acha lagne laga tha.
Par mai apni ye nizi baate, billu ko nahi bata sakti thi. 

Maine pucha tum ye kyo janena chahte ho, 

Vo bola, aisi sexy gaand ushi ki ho sakti hai jo khub chudati ho.
Maine chup hi rahna theek samjha aur socha ki kitna kamina hai ye billu kaisi ajeeb bate karta hai.

Mai ye sab soch rahi thi ki, maine paya ki vah meri salwar me hath dalne ki koshis kar raha hai.
Mai hosh me aayi, aur boli ki, kya kar rahe ho, bas bahar-bahar se karo.
Par vo nahi mana, aur apne hatho se mera naada kholne laga. maine turant uske hath dur jhatak diye. 
Mai boli billu nahi, aisa kuch nahi hoga, sirf upar, upar se karo, jaisa ush din kiya tha.

Vo bola, tujhe kapdo ke bina mahsus karna chahta hu, teri jawani ko kapdo ke bina to dekh lu
Maine kaha nahi, mai aisa nahi kar sakti.

par vo nahi mana, aur mere kaano me bola, teri sundarta kya, kapdo me chupa kar rakhogi, thodi salwar niche sarka na, ek baar kapdo ke bina to choone de, bas ek baar naada khol kar salwar niche sarka le, ek minut baad, upar kar lena, bas thoda sa.


Maine sharmate huve kaha, agar tumne koyi badmaasi ki to ?
Vo bola, nahi koyi badmaasi nahi karunga, mai vada karta hu

Maine kaha nahi please, mujhe sharam aayegi.

Vo bola, apne pati se bhi sharmati hai kya. Uske samne bhi to nangi hoti hogi.

Maine kaha chup raho, unke barey me, kuch bola to mai chali jaaungi.

Vo bola, acha sorry, nahi bolunga, thodi si salwar sarka na, bas ek minut ke liye niche sarka le, kuch nahi hoga.

Par mai apne hatho se, ushke liye apna naada nahi khol sakti thi, ye meri maryada ke khilaf tha.
Mai chupchap sab sunti rahi.

Ushne phir se mera naada pakda aur kholne laga.
Ish baar maine ushe nahi roka aur boli, ek minut matlab ek minut.

Vo bola theek hai.

Ushne mera naada, jhat se khol diya. aisa lag raha tha jaise, roj kisi ka naada kholta hai aur naada kholne me expert hai.

Mai ajeeb si bechani me sama gayi. 

Mai ne peeche mud kar dekha to vo badi besharmi se mere nange nitambo ko ghur raha tha. 

pehli baar, sanjay ke alava, koyi, mere nitambo ko nanga dekh raha tha

Ushne meri ankho me dekha aur bola, sach me badi jaalim gaand hai teri, aur vo jhuk kar mere nitambo ko be-tahasa yaha, vaha chumne laga.

Mai sharma kar vapas ghum gayi.

Ushne, apne dono hath, mere nange nitambo par rakh diye.

Mere sharir me beejli ki leher daud gayi. 
Uske hatho ki chuvan, mujhe bahut andar tak mahsus ho rahi thi. vo mere nitambo ko aisey masal raha tha jaise koyi aata gundata hai.

pehli baar sanjay ke alava kisi aur ne mere nange nitambo ko chuva tha.

vah badi be-sharmi se, unhe chute huve bola, kya makhmali gaand hai. mai chupchap, vaha khadi rahi.

Phir ushne, apney hath hata liye. mai utsuk ho kar peeche mudi to mere hosh ud gaye.

Maine dekha, vah apni zip khol raha hai. 

Mai ghabra gayi oh no, hum dono ek sath nange nahi ho sakte.
Maine kaha, ek minut ho gaya, aur apni salvar, upar karne lagi.

par ushne mujhe rok diya aur , bola, kya huva. 

Maine kaha, tum ushe kyo nikal rahe ho.
Vo bola, bas tere chutad par ishe ragdunga, kapdo ke upar se bhi to ragda tha abhi kya pareshani hai.

Maine kaha, please aisa mat karo mujhe kuch kuch ho raha hai.
Vo bola, bas ek baar thoda lagane de, phir salwar chada lena.

Mere hato se salwar chut kar apne aap niche gir gayi. 
Ushne mere, nitambo ko failaya, aur unme apna ling phasa diya.
Mai behaal ho gayi. Kuch ajeeb sa ahsaas ho raha tha.
Vah dono hath, mere nitambo par rakh kar halke, halke dhake marne laga.

Mai ye soch rahi thi ki, agar ushne andar ghusa diya to mai lut jaaungi.
Maine kaha, billu, mai ye sab nahi kar sakti, ishe kahi aur laga lo.


Vah meri ansuni kar ke, apne kaam me laga raha.



Billu badi be-sarmi se, halke, halke, dhake laga raha tha, aur mujhe uska ling apne guda dwar par takrata huve mahsus ho raha tha.
“lag raha tha ki koyi, darwaja khadka raha hai, tak, tak darwaja kholo”

achanak billu hat gaya.

Thodi der baad, ushne, mere nitambo ko failaya, aur mere guda dwar par, kuch laga diya.

mujhe kuch gila, gila sa mahsus huva.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to hairan rah gayi, vah apne ling par thuk laga raha tha aur ushe gila kar raha tha.

mai samajh gayi ki ushne mere guda dwar par bhi thuk lagaya hai, mere pairo ke niche se jamin nikal gayi. 
Mai soch kar ghabra gayi ki kya ye, vo ? karne ja raha hai.
maine puch hee liya, billu ye kya kar rahe ho ? 
Vo bola, kuch nahi- kuch nahi, ek minut.

Mujhe dhyan aaya ki sanjay ne jab pehli baar vaha daala tha to usne bhi apne ling par thuk lagaya tha. par baad me vo, iske liye lubricant le aaya the.
Maine pucha ek minut kya matlab, tum kya karne jaa rahe ho.
Vo bola, kuch nahi apne ling ko thoda saaf kar raha hu, teri gaand itni gori hai, aur ye itna kaala ishe thuk se ragad ke chamka raha hu.

Ish-se pehle ki, mai kuch aur bol pati ushne mere nitambo ko failaya aur apna ling mere guda dwar par rakh diya.

mai kaamp uthi, mai ish sab ke liye taiyar nahi thi. ghabra kar vaha se aage badh gayi.
Uska ling mere nitambo se nikal kar hava me jhul gaya.
Mai ab bilkul saaf saaf samajh chuki thi ki vo ab meri…………………………… aur mai aisa karne ke liye bilkul bhi taiyar nahi thi.

vo bola, kya huva, aa naa. 

Maine kaha, ye kya badtamizi hai, tum to vo karne jaa rahe ho, baat sirf mahsus karne ki thi.

Vo bola, pagal mat ban aaja tujhe acha lagega.

Mai ye baate sun kar kaamp gayi aur mujhe vo sapna yaad aa gaya. Mai kitne karib thi ush sapne ke aaj.

Maine kaha, nahi billu, mai ye sab nahi kar sakti, mai apne pati ko kya jawab dungi.

Vo bola, arey ushey, kuch pata nahi chalega. Tu chinta mat kar, aaja mujhe karne de.

Meri aankho ke saamne, uska ling hawa me jhulta huva saaf dikh raha tha. 
mai sochne lagi ki, agar mai maan bhi jaa-oon to bhi ye itna bada andar kaise jayega. 
Mujhe vo din yaad aa gaya jab sanjay ne pehli baar vaha daala tha. sanjay ka billu se chota tha, par phir bhi meri jaan nikal gayi thi unka apne vaha ander lene me.

Vo mere paas aaya aur bola, ritu ek baat kahu ?
Maine kaha, kuch bhi kaho par mai vo nahi karungi.

Vo bola suno to sahi.

Maine kaha, bolo kya bolna hai ?

Vo bola, teri gaand bahut sexy hai, mujhe lagta hai ki ishey sex ka bharpur maja milna chahiye.

Mai boli chup karo.

Vo bola, nahi mai sach kah raha hu, teri gaand jaisi hot gaand maine aaj tak nahi dekhi, iska sab kuch perfect hai.

Aisi baate sun kar kon nahi sharmayega aur maine apna chehra apne hatho me chipa liya aur boli, bas karo mujhe sharam aa rahi hai.

Vo phir bola,jab tujhe pehli baar dekha tha to yahi socha tha ki ishey to kisi agley janam me hi paya jaa sakta hai, ish janam me to mujh garib ki daal nahi galegi, aur sach pucho to mujhe tera, mere itney karib aana sapna sa lagta hai.

Mai badi emotional ho kar sab shun rahi thi. 

Mai boli, billu bas karo mai bahak rahi hu.

Vo bola, agar bahak jao to acha hai, ish garib ka bharam tut jayega ki tujhe sirf agley janam me hi paaya ja sakta hai.

Mai boli, please bas karo ab, mujhe kuch-kuch ho raha hai, mai jaa rahi hu.

Vo bola, kya tu mera ye bharam todogi ki tujhe sirf agley janam me paya ja sakta hai.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kya jawab du ish baat ka. 

Mere paas koyi jawab nahi tha.
Itni taarif maine aaj tak kisi aur se to kya apne pati se bhi nahi suni thi.

Vah mere peeche aa gaya aur bola, le mai apna bharam todne ki ek koshis karta hu, ab meri jeet tere hath hai. 

Ab tak uske ling se, thuk suk chuka tha, aur mere vaha jo ushne thuk lagaya tha vo bhi gayab ho chuka tha.

Ushne mere nitambo ko failaya aur mere guda dwar par, dher sara thuk laga diya. 

mai kuch bhi kah pane ki steethi me nahi thi.

kahti bhi to kya kahti ?

Mere sarir me beejli ki teji se lehre uthne lagi.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to, vo apne ling par phir se thuk laga raha tha.

Ushne meri aankho me dekha aur bola, please thoda sa jhuk jaa.
Mai sharma gayi, aur uske liye madhosh ho kar jhuk gayi
Jhuk kar maine ek hath se ek majbut jhadi ko tham liya. 
Meri shari maryadao ki un jhadiyo me dhajiya ud gayi.
Mera deemag ab kaam karna band kar chuka tha.

Ushne apne dono hatho se, mere nitambo ko failaya aur apna ling mere guda dwar par tika diya. 

Ab bas ek halke se dhake ki der thi aur vo mere andar hota.

Vo bola, jab tak tum daalne ko nahi kahogi mai nahi daalunga. 

Mai ajeeb problam me phas gayi.

Maine kaha please jo karna hai kar lo, mai kuch nahi bol skti.

Vo bola, mera bharam tutney ke liye ye jaruri hai.
Vo apna ling vaha teekaye khada raha aur mai khamosi se jhuki rahi.

Vo bola, please bol na kya karu, hata lu ya daal du.

Mai aaj tak apne pati ko bhi aisi baatey nahi bol payi thi, ishliye badi pareshan halat me thi. 

Vo phir bola, please bol na kya karu.

Mai bol padi, daal do.

Vo bola, kya kaha ? phir se kaho.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, daal do.

Aur vakt mano tham gaya.

Ushne ek halka sa dhaka mara aur uska ling ek inch andar sarak gaya.

Mai dard se cheenkh uthi….aaaayyyyiiiiiiiiiiii. aur boli, jara dheere se.

Vo vahi ruk gaya. 

Vo bola, mai dheere-dheere pura dalunga tu chinta mat karna dard nahi hone dunga.

Vah bahut dheere-dheere mere guda dwar me apna ling sarkane laga. 
Mai ye dekh rahi thi ki, billu apne shabdo ka pacca hai. 

mujhe dard to bahut ho raha tha par mai chupchap vaha jhuke huve sab jhel rahi thi. 

Mai cheela kar padosiyo ko nahi suna sakti thi.

Dheere, dheere usne apna pura ling mere andar sarka diya aur bola, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh , tune aakhir mera bharam tod hi diya. tu sach me sundar hi nahi ek achi insaan bhi hai.

Mai hairan thi ki uska itna lamba ling pura meri guda me sama chuka hai.

Mai uske jaal me puri tarah phas chuki thi.
Mujhe vaha jhuke, jhuke ye khyal aa raha tha ki aakhir is billu ne meri ……………… Mai apni maryadao ki battle haar chuki thi. 

Usne pucha, kya ab mai maaru.

Mai sharam se lal ho kar bechan ho gayi.

Vo bola, maine ab tujhe paa liya hai, tu chahe to mai bahar nikal sakta hu, bata nikal lu, yaa fir, teri sexy gaand marna suru kar du.

Mai hairan thi ki hey bhagwan ye mujh se kya puch raha hai, mai kaise jawab dungi.

Vo bola, jab tak tu nahi bolegi mai aage nahi badhunga.

Mai apne andar uska ling liye, chupchap jhuki rahi.

Vo phir bola, bol na kya karu.

Mai pehle bhi dekh chuki thi ki ye sune bagar nahi manega.
Mai soch rahi thi ki jab isne pura mere andar daal hi diya hai, to ab kya rah gaya hai. 

Ushne phir pucha bol na maaru ya nahi.

Maine kaha “maar lo” 

vo jaise ye sun kar pagal ho gaya aur bola, thankyou.

Usne apna pura ling bahar ki aur keencha aur ish-se pehle ki vo pura bahar nikal pata, ushe phir se mere andar dhakel diya.

Meri saanse tham gayi aur meri ankho ke aage andhera cha gaya. Bahut hi acha sa ahsas ho raha tha.

Vo baar-baar ushe bahar ki aur kheenchta aur baar-baar andar dhakelta.

Mujhe bahut jyada maja aa raha tha. uska lamba ling mere nitambo ki har gahrayi tak pahunch raha tha.
Mai soch rahi thi ki aisa maja to sanjay ke sath bhi nahi aaya, ye billu cheej kya hai. 

aur mai achanak ye batey soch kar khud par sharminda ho gayi aur maine sorry mahsus kiya ki kam se kam mujhe sanjay ke sath kuch compare nahi karna chahiye. Aakhir unki kya galti hai ? unhone to ab tak mujhe duniya ki har khusi di thi.

Acanak maine mahsus kiya ki billu ki speed badh gayi hai.

Uske dhako ki speed badhtey hi mera maja bhi kayi guna badh gaya.

Mai hairan thi ki mai kaise uske har dhake ka maja le rahi hu. Abhi kal tak to mai uhse bhula dena chahti thi

Billu ne pucha, kaisa lag raha hai.

Maine kaha, bahut acha.


Vo ye sun kar jor se hans pada aur bola, mujhe tere se bhi jyada maja aa raha hai. aisi sundar gaand roj kaha milti hai.

Mai ye sun kar sharam se laal ho gayi.

Maine achanak mehsus kiya ki meri yoni se nadiya beh nikli hai aur uska pani meri tango tak aa gaya hai.

Vo bola, bata kitni der tak maaru. Tu jitna kahegi, mai marta rahunga.

Mai sharma gayi aur ush se pucha, time kya huva hai. vo bola 3:30.

Ye sunte hi, mere pairo ke niche se jamin nikal gayi. 
Sanjay 3 baje ghar aane wale the. Aur chintoo ki school bus bhi aane wali hogi (chintoo vaise 2 baje tak ghar aa jata tha, aaj unke school se bacho ko picnic par le gaye the. 4 baje tak lotne ka plan tha.)

Mai hosh me aayi aur boli, jaldi khatam kar do, mere pati ghar aa chuke honge aur mujhe dhund rahe honge.

Vo bola, arey ye to mujhe bhi dhyan nahi raha.
Ushne apne dhako ki speed aur tej kar di.

Mai phir se aanand ke ataah sagar me dub gayi.

Vo cheenkh utha, aaaahhhhhhh………….. aur dher sara garam, garam pani meri guda me daal diya.

Vo bola, aisa maja aaj tak nahi aaya, thankyou, very much.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, please ab nikal lo mujhe jaldi jaana hai.

Vo bola, oh haa, sorry mai phir se bhul gaya.
Ushne dheere se apna ling bahar nikal liya, aur mai seedhi khadi ho gayi.

Mere paanv ladkhada rahe the. Mujhe bhi aisa maja kabhi nahi aaya tha. mujhe apni guda me ab halka halka dard ho raha tha.

Maine apni salwar pehni aur billu se kaha, mai chalti hu.

Vo bola, ruk to.

Maine kaha, abhi bilkul vakt nahi hai. sanjay mujhe dhund rahe honge.

Mai kapde pehan kar jhadiyo se nikli aur khidki ke niche se thoda jhuk kar chalne lagi.

Mujhe dar tha ki agar sanjay ghar me huve to kahi mujhe khidki se yaha na dekh le.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to paya ki vo un jhadiyo se mujhe aise jate huve dekh kar muskura raha tha.

Ghar pahunch kar maine paya ki sanjay tv dekh rahe hai.

Mujhe dekhte hi vo boley, kaha thi tum ?

Maine darte, darte kaha vo mere college ki ek friend aayi thi ushi ke sath market chali gayi thi sorry late ho gayi.

Sanjay boley, tum khana bhi bana kar nahi gayi.

Mai khud par bahut jyada sharminda ho gayi aur aaj ke din ko kosne lagi,

Maine kaha, mai abhi kuch banati hu. Vo boley koyi baat nahi mai bahar kha lunga, tum chinta mat karo, mai ab late ho raha hu. 

Unhone mere chehre par hath rakha aur boley, bye sham ko miltey hai.

Meri ankho me ansho aane ko ho gaye, ki mai sanjay ko dhoka de rahi hu aur ye mujhe itna pyar karte hai.

Mai sanjay ke jaane ke baad foran bathroom me chali gayi aur nahane lagi.
Naha kar maine kapde change kiye aur vo kapde akhbaar me lapete kar kudedaan me daal diye.
Mai aaj ki koyi yaad rakhna nahi chahti thi.

Vakt jaise khud ko dohara raha tha.

Mai khidki me aayi to paya billu abhi bhi vahi hai.

Vo mujhe dekh kar khidki ke paas aane laga aur maine gusse me khidki band kar di aur apne bedroom me aakar apni kismat par rone lagi. aaj mera sab kuch lut chuka tha.

Maine khud ko sambhala, aur faisala kiya ki, ye pehli aur aakhri baar tha, ab mai billu ko kabhi koyi moka nahi dungi.